300- nerd

Dear anybody who reads this, I am not a nerd because I decided to put on a pair of glasses. I am not a person who is decked out in holster/ Abercrombie/ victoria's secret clothes pretending that I am a nerd. Those are the people who irritate me. What do they consider to be a nerd? Just wearing those glasses? Don't make me laugh in sarcasm. When I was in middle school and high school I was laughed at because I liked "nerdy" things. Now, those same people who laugh at me, mock me in a way that they now thing that wearing a pair of glasses and being a "nerd" is cool.

I have news for those people out there, you are not a nerd. And yes being a nerd is cool to those who are nerds. And do you know why? Because they are doing things that they like to do. The reason I think I am a nerd is because I enjoy doing things that other people seem to find nerdy. I watch Anime, I read manga, I play magic the gathering, I play video games from time to time, I try to read at least one book every week that is not something raunchy like 50 shades of grey but something like sci-fi or fantasy, and I memories songs from my animes which are in japanese. Which I rock out to instead of one direction, horrible rap music, or the stereotypical "country" music everyone else loves to listen too.

I am not a nerd because one day I woke up and decided to put on a pair of glasses. I am a nerd because what people think I like is nerdy. And you know what else? Maybe it is but I don't really care. I love the things that I do. I enjoy listening to japanese music and watching my anime. If you don't think that is nerdy then whatever. I don't really care. But what I do care about is the stupid people who now thing that they can name themselves nerds when they made fun of them in middle school and high school. those are the people that need to be slapped in the face and need to be woken up to the reality of what they are. People trying to make a new trend, follow the crowd, and desperate people looking for attention.

300- (lust)

Lust, even hearing the work can send a shiver up someones body just thinking of what it means. images  will come into ones mind, of someone they find attractive, and thoughts race in your head. what would it be like with that person? How would I feel if i kissed him or if he kissed me? Your cheeks start to turn pink and you hold your breath. slowing letting out the deep breath that you were forced to draw into your body with the pleasurable thoughts. your body starts to tingle and it feels like a lightning bolt is struck in your body. your throat becomes a cell for the sounds that you might want to make. holding them back because now might not be the time to release them.

lust is about the tension, the build up to what is to come. it is a mental foreplay. making your body desire what can or can't be. that person who you are lusting after appears. thoughts again race across your mind. what would it be like during the moments before the first kiss? what would it be like to feel a hand on your waist, lower back, or thigh? for the hand to move lower to more intimate places? that is what lust is all about. not being able to control your thoughts or your bodies reaction to them. it fuels the sexual fire. it is a hungry need that makes the body crave more. it is a tantalizing feeling and yet everyone still lusts. even if it goes unsatisfied.