300- (stuff to say)

What I find really weird is that as soon as I have to do this blog assignment I run out of stuff to say. Then again when I do find something to say I am rambling most of the time. I find it hard to come up with something on the spot and even more difficult when I am sitting in front of my computer screen looking at my own blog. This blog assignment gives everyone the option to write about anything they want. Yet, I am here writing about how I have nothing to write about. This assignment for me is almost the ultimate writers block. Ironic when you think about it, I can write about anything and yet I do not know what to write.

So what kind of stuff do I have to say? Well, from the looks of it nothing. Just a bunch of ramblings. I feel like it is pointless for me to even be writing right now. If I do not have something important to say then why say it at all. But I still have to say something to get credit. I wish there was a way for me to feel like this assignment would mean more to me. Maybe I will just have to start writing poems or short story ideas for me to feel like I am actually doing something useful. The next time I do this assignment maybe I will have something more interesting to say.

300- (alone)

I feel that there are two types of alone. Physically being alone and when you just have a hallow feeling inside yourself. I thought about both of these a lot today. I thought about what would be worse to feel for the rest of your life. I make the distinction of being physically as being by yourself on an island with no one to talk to. Then I make the connection of the hallow feeling as being around people but not really caring or making a connection to any one so getting the feeling of being alone.

Now think about that in your mind. Being stranded on an island with no one around you for the rest of your life or being surrounded by people but never feeling a connection to any of them. Which would be worse? In my opinion I think it would feel worse not being able to connect with anyone. To be surrounded by people but never connecting and still feeling hallow. I think that would really be the definition of alone.